Heart Poetry

April 2025 | by Dani

Fiction

Here's some poems I wrote for my creative writing class! First four are the ones I submitted, the last three are extras and so are a bit less polished...

Oh also some of the poems won't show correctly if your screen isn't wide enough!


Shower Addiction (what she saw in the mirror)

thirty minute morning shower
comb hides, hair falls
and
it never leaves me alone

"You climb just beyond my pruney fingertips, in time
you bare your hand to your cheek, hazel eyes state
me down with pity. You are not me, they say; you slipped
from me before I was born; I will never climb into your skin."

thirty minute morning shower
towel damp, door locked
i stand still dripping in soap
and
it never leaves me alone


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Let me tear it out I swear       heart parasite       I can feel it I feel
its writhing up through       heart parasite       up through the rib cage
through bile weighing      heart parasite       weighing against my throat

See it press itself      heart parasite      against the skin the skin you
caressed and held       heart parasite      skin you said would be alright
alright in my skin       heart parasite        in my skin you said alright

No- hold my tongue down    heart parasite       don't let it speak over me
I swear get me a knife or     heart parasite       or a can opener I won't
let it gag and swear won't       heart parasite      let it hurt you again

I don't want it there I said       heart parasite       no I don't want it
why do you fight me why tell me     heart parasite        to stop get away
you know it hurts hurts I beg      heart parasite        on my knees I beg

Everything'll be fine I          heart parasite     will be fine it's just
it's a parasite okay just a   heart parasite   only I swear I just need it
gone to be okay don't      heart parasite          you want me to be okay?


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internal conversation behind the prison glass

    he speaks in such short sentences
i realise heavy lips spit matter-of-fact,
sterile green, routine, his eyes
    look so different

-sixty-something lines worm their way at the corners,
    on the corner, back in nineteen-ninety-five
window displays reflect normal life
in his mind he prays it isn't too late

-misplaced assent in a system of guilt
lost youth, built by hate, hate
    for himself, self-blame unspoken, shame
unspoken, lost and scattered through sentenced halls

[breath]
or at least that's how i think he feels
through the glass i cannot do anything for him but
    feel sorry.


Gezelligheid

Oma would call it 'gezellig'. She has
porcelain statuettes; Live, Laugh,
                        Love,
like you've never been hurt; flowers;
tulips; neat beds; christian paintings;
couch covers you run your fingernails down;
100 things god loves about you; dust;
sky news in the chilly evening, when the
curtains must be closed to hide the
uncanny moon; clean beds; empty beds;
close the curtains dear; tip-toeing
in the night; old clocks tick;
keep quiet; don't you know
I love you; white tablecloths; roast turkey
on christmas; clean the dishes; have another slice
will you; fine china; glass cabinets; live, laugh,
love; love spelt in letter blocks at
the end of the bed; close the curtains dear;
love like you've never been hurt; like
you've never been hurt.


Creep by Radiohead by Dani M

Dry eyes, tight shirt
long arms, high cheeks
Collar wet under stage lights-
He should know what he wants,
Good boys know what they want.

In the corner of his vision he sees
Jonny
backlit, lights flash, pump the guitar
fingers around its throat-
He almost wants to gag.

-and all at once "like a song slashing its wrists"
he hears his voice moan in baritone
and for one brief moment he feels like the most disgusting man on earth.


Lullabye by Ambient Light

O great marbled sky, bring white light into her room
Your clouds, the tyrant shadows of coral

Rest and worry not, my child, your cheek
upon the carpet, eyes shut tight
Not like the Stable Earth of Old you lay
on a drifting bed of seawater
Inked thoughts run washed away by the waves
plunge and sink deep, and rest, and sleep

-but it feels like the earth is collapsing,-
you cry to stay awake
Ticking clock face, pierce my ears
count my seconds for me
Not time enough to wither and wait while
peering into the deep

O great marbled sky, bring warm dusk into her room
She'll find the words tomorrow


lightly whipped chocolate flavoured centre coated in smooth milk chocolate

"one for now one for later"                                               
one for later one                                                         
for later i think                                                         
stickiness in my throat, sickness                                       no
behind my eyes                                                  no stop it
veins on mars bars, you                                                   
remember the taste can't you?             i don't like it when you do that
                                                       it's degrading it's
one for later                                                             
a bite once you're home from school and maybe                      what no
again for breakfast just a small one                  you're putting words
and look i'm sorry to step on your toes i                      in my mouth
had one for later but i'm sure the aftertaste                             
won't be as bad as                          you know i don't want it like-
last time                                                             fuck
                                                 and look what you've done


Citations(?)

Jessica Wilkinson's Quasimodo; Daughter Of Prospero's Song of the Hive (What Jane Might Have Heard); Floffyplant's Bandaid Addiction; Ursula K. Le Guin's How to Read a Poem; Destroy Boys' Funeral Soundtrack No. 4; Jessica Yu's We Don't Use Language Like That; Denise Livertov's Everything that Acts is Actual; Richard Fox's At My Alabama Prison, One Man Is Doing Time With His Grandson; Alison Whittaker's Many Girls White Linen; Radiohead's Creep; Homer's Iliad; Mars Bars; Chen Chen's Poem in Noisy Mouthfuls.

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